Talking about this stuff embarreses me, so I don’t really want to talk to a doctor so I was wondering if someone on here could give me advice. Please don’t be mean

This is my problem: I hate sex. Seriously I do, I always have. It just doesn’t feel good for me. I always ‘act’ like I like it and we have sex like 2 or 3 times a week but I have never gotten ‘off’ I guess you could say. I only do it for my husband and I surely don’t want to talk to him about it. I find myself thinking the entire time that I hope he hurries and I just fake all the rest. I don’t know what to do. It’s not my husband at all, he’s very well "endowed" I was the same way with my ex husband. I have slept with 6 men in my life and everysingle one is the same. Like I said Please give some advice I desperatly love my husband and I don’t want this to affect my marriage. I do find him very attractive but I find myself avoiding it alot.
Wow, some of you gave some really wonderful aswers and I am like sitting here crying becaus ethis really does upset me. So I’ll give some more detail.
I can get myself off very easily! So that is not the problem, I am also very attracted to my husband I love absolutly everything that builds up to sex and all foreplay (I do have toys too) but it’s that moment once the actual sex starts that I then I hate it and wished he would hurry, see even typing that I feel so bad for saying it.

Our 8 month old Lab has terrible separation anxiety, he chews anything he can, even started ripping the skirting from a couch. he has another dog for company, plenty of chew toys etc.. We adopted him from the pound when he was 3 months old.
I do leave the tv on and he has food cubes, he gets plenty of play time and excercise. I think he gets mad because I leave. I do not want to crate him, but it might come to that. Thanks for the advice.
I know that considering medication is extreme, but I feel we are at that point with him, unless we can try something else. Thanks for your info.

She took and fled to the state of ohio with my son and I have been the sole provider for our son since his birth. She has not worked a day in her life and I fear that she cant provide the needs for our child. I am trying to fight for custody because I have a home I am buying and his beds still here with all of his toys.

I have a very friendly/clingy cat who craves attention and always jumps into the bed while me and my partner are being intimate . You set her down gently and she jumps right back onto the bed .
When I try putting her out of the room and closing the door , she scratches to be let in .

She pays her toys no attention and when i try feeding her canned wet food , she finishes it too quickly.

What to do ?